[Joaquin Souberbielle]

- Mon Aug 21, 2017 5:12:25 pm #9098 Congrats on F7! Going this far in many seasons of Stranded is no small feat.

We saw a fiery Yul come out at tribal council last night...is that something to continue to look out for as the game draws near its conclusion?

Who is your ideal F3 right now? How are you going to get there with those people? Who's the target tonight?

[Yul]

- Mon Aug 21, 2017 9:23:35 pm #9110 I don't regret defending myself to Sarah but I wish I hadn't gotten so riled up. She didn't deserve it. I feel hypocritical for losing my cool. It did feel good, though.

I definitely wish I was more animated sometimes. I just don't have much to say and I don't like to talk for the sake of talking. There's also a level of immature trolling there too: knowing that everyone wants me to be some entertainer only makes me want to be boring even more. But I'm recognizing that being quiet is putting public perception against me. I have no idea how to fix it. I can come out and be louder or I can make a big move, but I think no matter what I do at this point, it's going to look like I'm a follower.

If I vote Rudy out tonight then is it really my move? Or will the jury just credit Ozzy and Cassandra? If I keep Rudy in the game, then will I ever get out of his shadow?

This is my third time making the end-game in Stranded and every time I've ended up being a puppet. The last two times I was able to ride on my challenge ability and immunity idols, but this time I can't win shit.

I'm not gonna stop trying to win the game but I'm starting to come to terms with the fact that winning Stranded is just not in the cards for me. I'm just gonna try and get as far as I can.