Stranded for Revenge

Vengeance

IM FUCKING PISSED.

I DIDNT COME THIS FAR TO BE THE LAST JUROR OR TO HAVE MY FATE HANGING BY A THREAD.

I CAME TO WIN. I am so upset right now. I wanted this so badly, I was close enough to taste it. But this happens. I'm so mad at myself. I needed this win so I could get rid of Cass and win. It makes me so mad to know that if I don't figure this out I'm going to be the last juror. I'm so proud of myself for making it this far but I want to win now. That's why I'm here.

i hope i at least make the cover

I think it's really hitting me that tonight, as close as i've come, and as hard as I've worked to get here, it could all end for me. I think I've gotten to the point where I really truly believe I deserve this and I deserve to be where I am. I think after as rough this has been on me emotionally, it's stinging to think I could come up short. It would be so fucking cool to be able to say I was the winner of the 10 year anniversary season of Stranded. I'm someone no one would ever expect to make it to this point and have won.I don't want to leave tonight.

It also helps that I didn't have a role in most of the awful bootlist. ;P

i am so stressed out but I have to figure this out. I need to figure something out.